add water and shake

Posted: 04/24/2009 in life

for instant post?? ha ha couldn’t think of anything for a title today.

Chase: still not sleeping

me: still dealing with it (6 days a week I handle, 1 I melt down and tell my family I hate them and I want to leave, scarring Anders for life I’m sure) but 6 days is a HUGE improvement.

After all the “oh he has to sleep eventuallys” I get “oh I guess he’s just not a sleeper” thanks Capt. Fucking Obvious! Toddlers sleep right? I’m hoping by the time he’s 2 to be getting at least 6 consecutive hours, thats the only realistic goal I have on the subject these days. So, we don’t sleep. He wakes up, I bring him in bed. Don’t care how bad that is, don’t care how hard it will be to break it, I get 2 sets of sleep around 3 hours each this way. I have no choice.

So much crap on the news I felt like bringing up recently, most of which escapes me now damn it.

craig.slist killer: his fiance is standing by him (asshole, they found the weapon, the emails & undies…he did it)

Dad who killed mother 2 daughters & himself: beat them and then strangled them UM: asshole, there were more humane ways or here’s an idea just skip the first three and off yourself you worthless piece of shit!

Fred.die guy commits suicide: I gotta say who didn’t see that coming? But such a waste anyway.

I will no longer even watch the news, its awful. the world is going to hell in a hand basket!

Chase is fat, healthy, happy and VERY baby talkative these days, tho still no rolling over yet… Dr Appt Monday, will have Stats for you before he hits the 5 month mark, I promise.

I am on Fac.ebo.ok if anyone is and con’t make no mention of the blog on there come find me.  last name: c.hiariz.zio  minus the dots obviously.

there are videos of the boys on there and more pics than a “fanclub” could ask for AND I’m on there EVERYDAY! hugs kisses and all that


  1. Azaera says:

    I’m so sorry he isn’t sleeping. I know how draining that can be, I was a total bitch when Sky wasn’t sleeping, I think N hated me. And as for co-sleeping I do it too, my baby just sleeps so much better if I’m there next to him. Why should I leave him to cry in his crib and force myself to get in and out of bed all night long when I can have him next to me and actually get a few precious minutes of sleep.

  2. Laurie says:

    Oh, how I hated those days. My oldest who will be 3 in 2 weeks was not a sleeper. She was 18 months old before she slept through the night. Up until then, she was up 6-7 times a night and after that, it was 2-3 times a night until the last 6 months or so. Now she sleeps 12 hours and wakes up maybe once, but I ignore her. Don’t feel bad about bringing him to bed with you either, I still do it when I need to. They can still learn to sleep in their own bed and get to come to your bed in the middle of the night, it has worked for us. Sleep isn’t much of a battle for us these days, but everything else is, lol.

    Thanks a bunch for the info on my blog about lamictal too. I have been on it for a week now and have actually already started feeling a little better. I am not taking antidepressants any more, although if I could trigger a mania and get the house clean, I might like that, lol. I’m still contemplating this whole thing and realizing all of the times from my past that I didn’t know what was going on, but could tell something was wrong with me. It helps to know.

    Anyway, I am glad I found your blog and hope to get to know you better.


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