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	<title>and I have to remind myself to smile</title>
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	<description>it's about life, my life...tragic, funny, wonderful, devastating, chaotic life.</description>
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		<title>Halloween</title>
		<description><![CDATA[backstory. it&#8217;s my favorite holiday. I went to my sister&#8217;s in laws to show them the kids and these 2 people in costumes covering their faces come out and hug me&#8230;I&#8217;m all who the F*$#? and my parents take off their masks!!! My Dad finally gets to meet Chase. BEST HALLOWEEN EVER!!
so much fun!! also [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=christyna.wordpress.com&blog=1720636&post=367&subd=christyna&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
		<link>http://christyna.wordpress.com/2009/11/03/halloween/</link>
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		<title>all things October</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Breast Cancer Walk had 20,000 in the rain!! Our team raised almost $1000.00, I raised $350 of it. what a success!

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		<link>http://christyna.wordpress.com/2009/10/27/all-things-october/</link>
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		<title>how do i?</title>
		<description><![CDATA[take that first step?
say somethings off or broken and I want to fix it, we need to fix it?
I know I can just say it, but I think it, and say nothing. I think alot and never actually open my mouth to say it. I know it would make ALL the difference and help. I [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=christyna.wordpress.com&blog=1720636&post=355&subd=christyna&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
		<link>http://christyna.wordpress.com/2009/10/21/how-do-i/</link>
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		<title>for real?</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I’m a witch, snarky, mean, short fused, pissy witch (My poor family).
I feel so alone and mean and misunderstood. I’m still dealing with so much internally and quite a few things “externally”. I actually can admit I don’t like myself. I don’t like anyone. I love my kids, I love Walker. I dislike me, how [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=christyna.wordpress.com&blog=1720636&post=353&subd=christyna&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
		<link>http://christyna.wordpress.com/2009/10/15/for-real/</link>
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		<title>10 months</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I can&#8217;t believe in 2 months Chase will be 1. it flew by.
eating grilled cheese with Daddy on Football Sunday:

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		<link>http://christyna.wordpress.com/2009/10/15/10-months/</link>
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		<title>the root of all evil</title>
		<description><![CDATA[money.
so i don&#8217;t have much time to write the blog I want. This economy is slowly killing us consumers.
Walker isn&#8217;t getting a raise or bonus this year (but they are doing that to not have lay offs, so thats good). But we seem to be paying more and taking in less. it never ends.
I&#8217;m going [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=christyna.wordpress.com&blog=1720636&post=348&subd=christyna&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
		<link>http://christyna.wordpress.com/2009/10/06/the-root-of-all-evil/</link>
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		<title>and here it is!</title>
		<description><![CDATA[He sleeps from 8:30 or 9 pm everynight until 5:30 &#8211; 6 am every morning!!!!!
Now onto the bain of my existance my closte/dresser/unmotivated muffin top.
so far so bad&#8230;gave up gave up gave up&#8230;now I&#8217;m quaking in my elastic waist pajamas at the thought of Holidays and all that food&#8230;.
Stay tuned for that strategic plan also&#8230;seems [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=christyna.wordpress.com&blog=1720636&post=345&subd=christyna&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
		<link>http://christyna.wordpress.com/2009/09/30/and-here-it-is/</link>
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		<title>light at the end of the tunnel.</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m feeling better, most days.
Chase&#8217;s Dr said He doesn&#8217;t need to eat. Starving kids sleep 12 hours all over the world. Do not feed him for at least 7 hours, do not pick him up, do not make eye contact. Tell him its bed time and let him cry. the first day it took an [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=christyna.wordpress.com&blog=1720636&post=340&subd=christyna&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
		<link>http://christyna.wordpress.com/2009/09/22/light-at-the-end-of-the-tunnel/</link>
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		<title>dodged a bullet</title>
		<description><![CDATA[after 13 days&#8230;I got it. THANK GOD!!
Chase&#8217;s Dr suggested a few things to get him to sleep through the night. Started last night (and I&#8217;m SO tired) But I guess a week of exhaustion is better than him in our bed for another 9 months. I hope it works.
I&#8217;m so so right now. I&#8217;ve been [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=christyna.wordpress.com&blog=1720636&post=338&subd=christyna&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
		<link>http://christyna.wordpress.com/2009/09/18/dodged-a-bullet/</link>
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		<title>lotsa stuff</title>
		<description><![CDATA[ Chase says baba now too.
I 86&#8242;d my therapist-hate him.
I may go back to one that I was somewhat ok with and has my basic stuff down already.
and I&#8217;m 10 days late. I&#8217;m scared as hell and don&#8217;t know if I can do this again. I&#8217;m almost out of $ and sanity at this point&#8230;pray for [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=christyna.wordpress.com&blog=1720636&post=336&subd=christyna&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
		<link>http://christyna.wordpress.com/2009/09/10/lotsa-stuff/</link>
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