it’s so hard to find the time for me and to work out. Someone always needs something. So I have been getting up at 5:30 am (on near no sleep most days) and going biking, running or doing a Jillian dvd if its crappy out. I find that Tues and Weds I can not get up OR if I can Chase is up, or whatever. I can’t even have 30 fucking minutes to myself. Walker can go to softball every tuesday and leave me with both kids, sometimes a double header or he lingers to chat and have a beer or two with his buddies. thus leaving me with baths and bed for both boys. Anders hasn’t been feeling well and Chase has been a little demanding the past few days. I couldn’t even give Anders the proper attention and care he needed last night and then Chase barely slept…what a fucking mess.
on a good note last week I managed to lose 2lbs and 4 inches altogether hips, thighs, belly and arms. The changing to healthier food and red meat only once a week has been tough but I’m doing well.
Can you work something out with Walker so you can have a day/evening off with out family. He gets Tuesday, you get Thursday???
I hope you find the time…somewhere.
It sucks that you’re left to deal with the kids on your own so often. That can wear you down. You should take a night to yourself each week too, it’s only fair. Oh and congrats on the weight loss!! That’s exciting.
JD gets a soccer night too, and I am starting to think I should demand a night for myself too. I’ve had a few where I basically said I’m beat, please deal without much of my involvement, but that still means feeding the baby and a few other things. I am thinking I need a night I am physically out of the house. Which is all a long way of saying that I agree that you should have a night like that too. Or that you should get protected exercise time. Or both.
I have a True B.lood night with my sister. We’re watching season 1, and then catching up on season 2 when we’re done
gets me out of the house and I LOVE that freaking show!! I just finished all the Books the series is based on and I am jonesing for more!!! If vampires were real, I’d be obsessed and in love/lust…ha ha ha